When I was young!

My aunt Polly posted these pictures on Facebook! I have decided to Share with my very few readers me when I was little :)

Here is a picture of my sister and I. Sarah must have been 2 and I must have been around 1 my brother came into this world shortly after that since we are 14 months apart!

Us in our grandpops lap with our new baby brother!

Sarah on the left     me on the right

My sister and I in our dresses we wore to the temple when we were sealed for time and all eternity as a family! As you can see written on this picture these dresses were worn by Linda (my mom) and Polly(my aunt) worn on the day there were sealed with their family!

Oh look at this all 3 of us! Me in the middle and you can tell which one is Jeremy and which one is Sarah! LOL I remember these dresses!!

Look its just me sitting on top of my uncle James :)

My sister with no teeth,   Me with my Silver teeth ;)

Cousins

Back row: Jd holding Darren, Sarah

Me if front of Sarah

Then its my brother Jeremy with the cheese smile and Joey

Front row: Adam

There are many more cousins since this picture!

I think 16 more, but I could be wrong. I might be missing someone!

Project Kj

I have decided to start a new blog, called Project Kj in memory of our angel! Every parent wants there child to be safe, healthy and loving life. When that dream is lost for some parents all they have left of their child is their name. It means a lot to see their baby's name written in some form. I have decided to bring the joy to the faces of parents who have lost. I love to see Kj name written, and my hope is that other parents wants to see their angels name written. Please go check it out by clicking here!

A Gadget!

As you can see, I have a new gadget to the left! I also will be doing an auction in the near future for this cause! I have a few projects in the making AND I might have a few surprises up my sleeve for this auction that I will be having in the near future!
Thank you

M

Missing My Angel

There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you.

I miss you my sweet angel!

I had a dream last night! I am not sure you can call it a dream. It was the moment Kenner was born. I guess I was thinking about the moment I became a mom. The moment my life changed. I miss my little guy.

Header

Well thank you to everyone who voted on the header! This one won by one vote.....I love it because it is the from the flowers I bought for and left for my angel. I am sure I will use every single on of the headers I made, I am always wanting a change. This one is the offical "first" one I will use, I am also sure I will make more. LOL I really had fun doing it. Thank you again to everyone, I am going to love this blog as much if not more then the old blog! Thank you for following me over!

M

10 pounds

The average human head weighs between 9.9 - 11 pounds. Now if I wanted to loose weight fast, I could chop off my head. BUT that just does not seem logical. I mean what can I do with out my head, I could not hear, I could not see, I could not smell, I could not talk. although some people may like that I can't talk LOL. I could not eat and that is why I am fat in the first place. I love love food! I also would not be able to walk, hold anything , because my spine would have been severed in the process of getting my head chopped off! And I would be dead, so really loosing my head would not be such a GREAT way to loose weight! I figured out another way to loose the 10 pounds I would have lost if I chopped off my head. I been eating healthy, and exercising. Granted it has not come off over night, BUT I feel better then I would if I had no head! SO ten pounds down, 90 more to go :) yippee.....

I got this picture from somewhere on this site http://musikitty.com/

Header Poll

SO I have a poll going on to the right, on which header I should use. I just am not sure what one I like more. Its up to you guys to decide :) how nice of me huh.

SO choose a header you just LOVE and go vote! The poll we be up for one week!  Here are your options   ::::::::Edited:::::::::: I added another option :)
                                                                          Header 1

Header 2

Header 3

These daisies are on Kj's headstone

Header 4

Header 5

Meli sue

How can you not love this face? Meli (pronounced MAY-LEE) is just

ADORABLE!!!!

Blog name

I am Very sad, I should have googled my blog name first to see if anyone had it. I thought I was being creative, since I love daisies and all! I found someone with the SAME blog name as me. Should I do anything about my name? Change it, or just
keep it! What do you all think?

M







This picture was taken in Oregon, in my Gandmothers yard!

Not what she seems

I am not sure how to blog this, I have a lot on my mind, I need to sort it out! BUT to get it to come out the way I want it too might not work,how I want it. I am in shock, I not sure what to think, I feel numb. Today, I found out that one of my  "friends" is not what she seems. I sure that does not make since, BUT it will at the end of this post. Have you ever thought about what your friends are like when you are not around?  What, they do, who there other friends are. What life is like at there house? I have before and today I got the shock of my life. My so called "friend" has done something SO horrible. Something SO UNFORGIVABLE, something that is just not right! She was booked into Weber County Jail on suspicion of five counts of unlawful sexual activity with a minor, BUT not just with one minor it was  2 minors and they were teen age girls!  I am just SICK, how can you not know something SO SO bad about someone. That someone SO nice and loving can do something you never ever thought she could or even would do.  I mean, we have gone out and done stuff, movies, dinner, been to my house.  You think you know someone, and then you find out you really don't!

Hello Hello Hello

W E L C O M E

Welcome my Queens, I rolled out the RED carpet for you all! Hope you all enjoy this blog as much as you enjoyed the old blog!

E

faces of loss, faces of hope

I am featured on a blog called Faces of loss, Faces of hope. It tells my story of loss, and my story of hope. I believe I have people who have are coming to my blog from there. I have an old blog called I am me   you can go read some of Kj's story over there! I no longer at the blog and it will be getting deleted soon. SO if you all want to check it out, do so now!

Blog

As most of you know I left my old blog behind. I feel on this one I can talk about more about life on this one and not worry about who is going to know about my life. Hope that makes since.....It does to me and I guess that is ok! LOL Anyways, This blog I will still write about everything and I will share a bit more then I have before. Like, getting pregnant. I never shared that before. We want to start to try getting pregnant again. We have since March BUT something ALWAYS happens and we just don't have the money to go and do it! We will be trying artificial insemination and of course it cost moneys we just don't have right now. My car has been in the shop since february. It needs a new computer and they just can't find one that works, He wants to put a use one in because my car has over 100 thousand miles on it. I know I know.....time for a new car. We have not had a car payment in 5 years. We just took the suburban to the shop! so now both cars are in the shop. I will get the truck back in a few days. I am driving my sister in laws car right now. Most of you know, I work for the Federal Government in the Department of Treasury. This is a full time seasonal job. I worked for 5 months and then got furloughed.....which is like lay-off but I get to go back and I also get to collect unemployment. I was furlough for 4 weeks and then JUST got called back. Who knows how long I will be working. Hopefully for a couple of months, BUT I am guessing only one month. So needless to say money has just been tight. SO getting pregnant is on the side burner. We are trying to save some money for it,who knows when we will get it. I am scared to get pregnant again. I have a lot of what ifs in my head. I am JUST rambling on about something, this post was not going to be about! LOL Anyways Welcome to the new blog! Hope you all enjoy it as much as the old blog!

E

Meli may

My husband and I go walking every night, about 3 miles a night. Last night we went to this area where people dirt bike. Its really sandy, and I love how meli runs in the sand. She runs full speed, SO SO funny. Well She was with Kyle, I called her over to me and she ran full steam a head. When she does that she jumps on me, well she ran into me and knocked me to the ground! I swear I was broken, had a hard time getting back up. good thing the ground was really soft. What a mean mean puppy huh! What is even more exciting about our walks is meli gets to go swimming. We went last Friday, she had just gotten her stitches out the day before. SHE loved it, she just ran and swam all over in the spot we were in. My only wish was that I would have brought the camera to take pictures of her having SO much fun. Meli is super strong too! She got into this one spot where the current was a little faster and she of course wants to swim up stream. She just swam in this one spot for like 2 min. I told Kyle oh you are going to have to go get her. He started out to get her and she swam free of the current. It scared me to death to watch her swim like that. I think she is going to get sucked down stream. She is just too strong. When I was little we had a dog die in a river accident so, you can understand my fear right! I just get flash backs of that day and it was traumatizing at the age of 9 watching your dog die. SO I always tell kyle that he is going to have to run after her if she can't break free of the current. She just always surprises me, when she swims right too me. Especially when I think oh we are going to have to save her. SO I now leave you with a cute picture of my puppy. ( I know this post is all over the place )

I just love her!!!