It's been 6 years

As we wake up in the morning


and your not here to see,

we grasp for some reality...

that our dreams can never be.



We'll bake a cake & buy balloons,

we'll burn a candle too.

We'll play your music, look at pictures

and shed some tears for you.



We'll imagine what the day would bring,

if only you weren't gone.

You'd run and laugh, and jump about,

we'd sing the birthday song.



You should be here today,

excited as can be...

Sifting through the toys and wrap,

bursting forth with glee...



But God had other plans for you,

these plans, we'll never know.

Today, the candle burns,

...with no tiny lips to blow.



We'll do our best to make it through,

this day we meet with dread.

We'll do this all for you, my love...

on this road of grief we tread.



So on this day... my precious son,

You're birthday number two...

your in our hearts and in our thoughts

....as we send our love to you.



© Sharon Kivisto 4/2/99

2 years since the last time....

Well hello there...it's been some time. A lot has gone on in the last 2 years since I have blogged. We now how a 3 year old and she is pretty amazing.  We are still trying to potty train. That will happen soon...haha we hope. We just got back from a 2 week vacation to Arizona and California. We celebrated little misses 3rd birthday there. It was so much fun...and we went to disneyland how fun is that..she keeps talking about how she wants to go back to Disneyland or back to Arizona.
Well here are some pictures of or little one who is growing so much