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Just for a little while

Just for a while you had a shining dream,
Then darkness fell.
All around you, sadness and despair.
No light to guide you; no laughter there.
Just for a while I was your hopes fulfilled.
Then hope was gone.
My soul released from where I did dwell,
Saw your tears and caught them as they fell.
I heard your voices, sweet and warm.
I felt you touch and stroke my tiny form,
Like a butterfly that lives and dies in just one day,
I left the world and gently flew away.
Just for a while I touched your lives with joy,
And then with pain.
But don't be sad, and grieve each coming year,
Just hold each other close and say
Just for a while you had a shining dream,
"Just for a while - our child was here".
                                                                                     ~Author Unkown



My Cousin emailed me this poem. Thank you so much Amy, I love it and just needed to share it!

Angel Food

This is very interesting.
No cheating.

If all of the eight desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose (sorry, you can only pick one)! Pick your dessert, and then look to see what psychiatrists think about your pick as it relates to you.

REMEMBER - No Cheating. Make your choice before you check the meaning. After taking this dessert personality test, leave me a comment on what you choose and what you thought of what the dessert says about you.

Here are your choices:



1. Angel Food Cake

2. Brownies

3. Lemon Meringue Pie

4. Vanilla Cake with Chocolate Icing

5. Strawberry Short Cake

6. Chocolate Cake With Chocolate Icing

7. Ice Cream

8. Carrot Cake

No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully about what your choice will be.

OK -





Now that you've made your choice, this is what the researchers say about you..... SCROLL DOWN---No Cheating








1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at times.



2. BROWNIES -- You are adventurous, love new ideas, and are a champion of underdogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up you whip out your saber. You are always the oddball with a unique sense of humor and direction. You tend to be very loyal.



3. LEMON MERINGUE -- Smooth, fun, & articulate with your hands, you are an excellent caregiver and a good teacher.... But don't try to walk and chew gum at the same time. A bit of a diva at times, you set your own style because you do your own thing. You shine when it comes to helping others and have many friends.



4. VANILLA CAKE WITH CHOCOLATE ICING -- Fun-loving, sassy, humorous, not very grounded in life; very indecisive and lacking motivation... Everyone enjoys being around you, but you are a practical joker. Others should be cautious in making you mad? However, you are a friend for life...



5. STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE -- Romantic, warm, loving. You care about other people, can be counted on in a pinch and expect the same in return. Intuitively keen. You can be very emotional at times but a true person in every way. You like to do things for yourself and help others learn about themselves.



6. CHOCOLATE CAKE WITH CHOCOLATE ICING-- vivacious, always ready to give and receive. Very creative, adventurous, ambitious, and passionate. You can appear to have a cold exterior but are warm on the inside. Not afraid to take chances. Will not settle for anything average in life. Love to laugh.





7. ICE CREAM -- You like sports, whether it is baseball, football, basketball, or soccer. If you could, you would like to participate, but you enjoy watching sports... You don't like to give up the remote control. You tend to be self-centered and high maintenance.



8. CARROT CAKE -- You are a very fun loving person, who likes to laugh. You are fun to be with... People like to hang out with you. You are a very warm hearted person and a little quirky at times. You have many loyal friends. You were meant to lead and teach others. A wonderful role model.



TRY THIS WITH YOUR FRIENDS.........INCLUDING ME!

Nothing Much and more

Well, I have to say I miss blogging. I have had nothing way too exciting happen in my life. In Fact, is really really boring. Just been working, which is nice. Because last year at this time I had been off for 17 weeks. This year its been 4 weeks off. Not all at one time 3 weeks then work and then 1 week and then work. I might be back to not working next week, we shall see. Yesterday, was Pregnancy and Infant loss awareness day. I had to work and could not lit a candle for. BUT I passed out some ribbons I made. I have 4 team Kenner Jackson shirt from the March of Dimes walk in 2009. I had some friends wear those.  So I could honer my son. I wish I would have thought about making kyle a ribbon, so he could have worn it to work.
We have less then one month to Kenner's second birthday. I am stealing borrowing this idea from another blogger friend. I would love if you guys could write Kenner's name for me. I am going to make a photo book of all the names that have been written. I would love to add more of them to this photo book. So please send me photos of my dear dear angel baby's name. Mek.is.ntm@gmail.com. His birthday is November 13th.  Thank you so so much. Nothing makes me more happy then to see his name in my inbox. It makes my day.

Freshly Squeezed

Let me say this first, I am fine. I don't want to get chewed out for scaring people.  2 months ago August 3rd, I found a lump in my right breast. I immediately went online and googled what I should do. It said if the lump is still there after your period to then have it checked out! Well I was going to start any day.  SO then a few weeks went by, I told no one. I finally told K about it. And the I proceeded to ignore it again. I finally made an appointment after a month of having it! I couldn't get into the dr for a month. Oct 1st I got in with my Mid-wife, she felt me up. Since I had already waited 2 months she said she wanted to get me in to have an ultra sound done. I was ok, that is fine. While I was  getting my appointment set up I was told that I would also need to have a mammogram done....UGH I have heard nothing good. I got an appointment set up for October 8th, That's today and I went and had a mammogram and an ultra sound and everything is fine. I have nothing to worry about and should not have to have another mammogram for 7 years!! It was a bit scary, but I knew I would be fine. It was way better then I thought it would be. didn't hurt just a bit uncomfortable.      SO what is with my title you say????

Freshly Squeezed ~ Mammograms save lives

Oct 15

Most of you know....My like 10 readers and all.....October is Pregnancy and infant loss awareness month. October 15th is Pregnancy and infant loss day. I make a special ribbon for that day. That you can use for whatever it is you would like. T-shirt, Mug, Bag, Banner, Cards....Whatever. You can purchase the Jpg  over at Angel Cards ~ Messages of love and support. for just 2 dollars.  Here is what it looks like, I really had fun making this and I am sorta proud of it! I don't have an artistic bone in my body, when it comes to drawing. Anyways hope you all like it enough to get it! :)

Pictures

I received a wonderful surprise in the mail yesterday! I guess its not much of a surprise if I ordered them!  Alicia over at That Which Heals Me does BEAUTIFUL art work! Here are the pictures I received...

They are Just wonderful aren't they!